Four Day Countdown

omg. omg. omg. omg. omg. omg. - omg.

So, in four days I jetset to the Bahamas. omg. I'm freaking out. I need more time. Yet, I feel like I've been waiting an eternity. Wow, a month is so quick. I can't believe everything that's happened in this past month.

Other voyagers, please tell me your freaking out? I know all I have left is to pack but oh my, I just feel like there's sooooo much!!! Thank god for Robert. Seriously, man! You calmed me down like you have no idea.

I'm not a panicky person, nor do I have anxiety but this is crazy. I can never tell if I'm excited, stressed out, or legit. having a heart attack!! Leaving everything behind is kind of scary. I remember one of my sisters, when asked about Australia, told me she was more nervous and scared about all she's leaving behind then excited about going. I had no idea what that meant at the time. Now I do. Three Months. 100 days. 100 days. At Sea.

I can't even comprehend what my life is going to be like. I can't even imagine that I'm REALLY going to see all these countries. Its so surreal. I wonder when I'll realize its happening. Probably when we dock in San Diego haha. Okay, well that was a quick post. It's weird... I already miss my friends even though I'm still here!! (MJ - You cannot leave me for Grenada :( ).